Sunday Thoughts: Taking A Step Back

Which do we care more about? Games, or ourselves?
Published 31/01/2010 at 9:00 by Lorcan
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The other week we told you about James Cameron’s harsh comments about gamers. You can read the full story here, but the point I’ll be focusing on is that Sigourney Weaver’s character was designed in response to gamers as she abuses her own body by smoking and drinking, caring only for her Avatar which, according to the film’s director, reflects the way that gamers care more about their virtual personas than their real live selves. Naturally, every gamer from here to Pallet Town has climbed atop their high horse yelling about blasphemy and hypocrisy. Now whilst I admit it is silly for James Cameron of James Cameron’s Avatar The Game to speak so lowly about the very people he’s targeting, I have to admit that he has a very good point.

To begin this tale we have to go way back to 2008, the (first) “year of the PS3″ (pft!) as I remember. During a conversation with some friends from America I remembered the greatness that was the Pokémon franchise and decided to revisit the series. So soon after the anime, I decided it was high time I began my own adventure and purchased a lovely DS lite along with Pokémon Platinum. From the moment of this purchase on, the second day of, a holiday to Northern Ireland until the day that I left, two weeks later, I accumulated 24 hours of play. That’s a whole day of a holiday poured into training some Pokémon and advancing an adventure.

Even once I defeated the elite four and got my national Pokédex, I decided I wanted to literally catch em’ all and get the perfect level 100 team. I was spending horrendous amounts of time training virtual creatures into becoming as perfect as they could become and suddenly one day it struck me, if I can spend 100 or so hours training Pokémon to be better and stronger, why can’t I spend any time training myself to be better and stronger.

For most of my teenage life, I’d been somewhat of a skinny creature. You wouldn’t really have noticed because I wore clothes which covered it well and don’t have a personality that would suggest I was at all self concious, but under my loud and stealthily clothed exterior was someone who wasn’t very happy with himself. Every year I told myself I would actually do something about it and get bigger, but it wasn’t until I actually saw the triple figure play time of my quest to become a Pokémon master that I realised just how ridiculous the situation was.

I was one of those people James Cameron was talking about which is why I can agree with him. As gamers we all feel the need to rise up and defend ourselves like a Kangaskhan protecting its young whenever anyone tries to make even a passing comment about our hobby. But stepping back and looking at yourself can sometimes show that they have a point. I’m in no way accusing any of you of being like I was, but maybe there are one or two out there that can think that they tend to spend more time on their Call of Duty level than I do on their own “level”.

Taking that step back was what made me realise. I’d always said that I would start eating properly, or doing more exercise, but it wasn’t until I actually realised how utterly pointless training a team of virtual creatures, that I probably won’t give a shit about in a couple of years, was in comparison to how much time I spent on myself that it became clear to me. Five months on from my epiphany and I feel like a very different person. I won’t drag on here for fear of sounding like a workout plan testimonial, but I did make a change and I have felt very positive effects.

I have also doubled that hundred hour play count in those five months, which I suppose is still pretty ridiculous, but I didn’t feel that it was because I was working out. We all know that there are gamers out there who do care more about their “avatars” than themselves as people, and we all know that it is those gamers that give the bad name for everyone else. Though at the same time, we can’t ever let ourselves look down on them too much because most of us, at one time or another probably have cared more about the avatars representing us than us representing ourselves and it’s probably not until we’ve really thought about it that we can actually realise that this has taken place.

Can you see any of the “avatar attitude” in yourself? More importantly, if you can, is it something you’ll change? Or is that just me?

Comments

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  1. Avatar taught me; the more time you devote to an Avatar the better a person you become.


    • …and the ultimate goal is to

      Avatar SPOILER

      transfer your mind to your avatar and actually live through it

      End SPOILER


  2. Good read, I think it’s good for each of us to step back every once in while and see which part gaming has in our lives (in relation to ‘real life’) and then decide whether that’s the balance we consider healthy or socially acceptable :)

    BTW: Avatar 3D is well spent money: awesome! I want a 3D tv now!!


  3. I couldn’t agree more with you; this is fantastic reading, because just by reading it, I realise now how ridiculous it is by, for example, playing all of my PS3-games, reading so much about games online and staying up late looking forward to those games I like.

    Not that I want to stop playing games, but I know now that I could skip playing games, turning off my computer and do something else a couple of times. By stepping back, you see yourself in another perspective, which is always a good thing.

    … I could probably save a couple of NOK (Norwegian currency) too.


  4. I can see the point you are getting too, but I use gaming as a relaxation. When I go for a run or to my sports club, I don’t find it relaxing. I find one of the few ways I can wind down from my monstrously overactive mind is too play games.

    If excercise was relaxing, I would do it more, but as it both bores me and pumps me with chemicals which don’t help me wind down.


    • Me too Doddsy in fact I have just got back from the gym and now im going to have a lazy day in front of the PS3 . I will maybe have a couple of hours on MAG and Hustle Kings and then I will get the guitar out and teach myself some more on YouTube .   I love Sundays !  


      • Btw meant to say great Article Lorcan , you have me wanting to go watch Avatar . How much does it cost to watch a film these days ?  Havent been to the cinema since the original Michael Keaton Batman in about 1989 ! and before that it was when Return of The Jedi released . 


    • Oh yeah, I completely understand that!
      I do the same, just that sometimes, I miss out the balance bit and go too far with relaxation and it turns into laziness!
      Those days are gone though (I hope..)


  5. Thats the exact reason why i did not finsh MW2 or devote much time to it online. I played COD for about 7-8 days online and what did i gain? absolutely nothing. I think its fair enough playing the story mode of a game which goes for 15 hours or whatever, but when you go online and do the same thing over and over, what’s the point really…

    sometimes i kinda get in that mindframe regarding trophies too… why do i want these so much? why would i dedicate more time to get these things? will they even continue over on the ps4?

    but i know that gaming is not my life and i would not want it to be. i love it, its probably my favourite hobby apart from sport but i care about me more than my ps3.

    good story lorcan.


  6. Nice article. I guess there is a balance to be struck. I have gone from gaming too much, working on my Oblivion character, too suprisingly for myself, going to the gym too much and getting bored of seeing the same faces – Maybe I wouldn’t if there were betting looking women there!

    I think that there are lots of great games and especially if you are a bit rubbish but enjoy games, like me, they take a lot of time to finish. So, I have to cut down on my time spent playing games otherwise there aren’t enough hours in the day. My preference is to play on easy setting, I just like the escapism of a game, but I don’t really have the skill to play on harder settings. The payoff is that I have time to do “other things” whatever they are! My balance is now that if I do some exercise during the week etc then I reckon some gaming sessions aren’t too bad for me in fact.

    It is an interesting question to ask though, and lots of other questions it asks too. But enough of that, there are some corners at high speed I have to take on Grid!


  7. It’s an interesting point, I think like anything else there is a healthy balance to be struck. I know alot of my gaming is done in dead time that i would otherwise just be sat vegetating infront of some crap repeats on ‘UK Good Food and Gardens and Hair +1 ja vu’ rather than studying or playing sport/being at the gym. The article also reminded me of this: http://xkcd.com/189/ heheheh…


    • There’s a boy that did that thing for a weight loss program he created himself and now he’s a published author at 17!


  8. I pumped 240 hours into FFX (mostly on blitzball) when that released, and in retrospect I wish I had been revising instead but I was still having fun and so don’t regret it although I can’t see myself repeating anything of that scale again.

    I still feel that it’s unfair of Cameron and other gaming naysayers to focus the rage on video games; how different is it to someone who has been watching Eastenders 4 days a week for the past 10 years? That’s a whole lot of truly wasted hours there!


  9. Sunday Thoughts + Pokemon + levelling up in real life = awesome.
    Seriously good read, and I know what you mean about spending hundreds of hours on Pokemon, it seriously is addictive!


  10. Brilliant read, Lorcan.

    I wouldn’t say that I treat my online avatar better than myself, but I would be lying to say that when I have just got home from a holiday I might deprive myself of a drink or too just to check up on anything that I may have missed.


  11. I don’t think people should read so much into gaming. Gaming is meant to be fun, an escape from reality for a little bit. If making your online self better is fun for you to do, then go ahead. Obviously its all about moderation, as with anything. Gaming is fine if you do other things and dont lock yourself away, as is alcohol for example, dont lock yourself away with it or consume excessiively and its all good.

    I think.


  12. Gaming is only bad, if it’s the first thing you think of every day. It’s just a bit of competitive, fun with your friends. Sure, you may play it everyday, but it’s just because you enjoy it.


  13. Perhaps we should take a further step back and think about our “reality” avatars. Why are you spending so much time on your day to day life leveling up and taking care of yourself when for all you know theres no real point to existence. What are your real goals in life? Happiness? Spiritual Fulfillment? Making the world a better place? Why is that your goal? Games have the benefit of having defined goals. If anything I think we should spend more time in our gaming avatars. In my “gaming life” I have accomplished more in my twenty three years on this planet than whole groups of people have accomplished in their entire lifetimes. I single handedly won WWII seven or eight times!

    My point is that given the limited knowledge we have of our own existence, it seems petty to criticize a gamer for caring about life in a gaming avatar, when our own lives are spent in reality avatars that have no real point either. In Lorcan’s example he is concerned about his health, but why is he concerned about his health? What do you actually gain by being healthy? A longer life? What does a longer life give you? More time to experience the world. But what are games and movies and all other forms of media good at? Providing you epic experiences in small doses. You can debate that their quality is lower because you dont have to work as hard to achieve them, but in the end the difference in your feeling of accomplishment is nothing more but some additional chemicals being released in your brain.


    • damn thats heavy thinking for a sunday evening ;-)